
Anastasiia Fedchenko, 36, wails in anguish – her agony echoing across the gilded partitions of St Michael’s Cathedral in Kyiv.
She sits together with her fingers resting on each side of her abdomen. She is closely pregnant together with her first baby, a child lady. Her husband Andriy Kusmenko is simply inches away, in uniform – in an open coffin.
The marine commander was killed in motion in japanese Ukraine on 4 January this 12 months. He’s now and eternally 33. Whereas Andriy fought within the battle, Anastasiia wrote about it, as a journalist.
His brothers in arms file previous, dropping crimson roses into his coffin. As funeral prayers come to an finish, Anastasiia leans ahead and offers “the love of her life” one final kiss.

Exterior the cathedral she pays tribute to her “most good-looking husband” who died for his nation.
“I’m sorry my daughter won’t ever see her father,” she tells the BBC, “however she’s going to know that he was a soldier, an officer, and that he did every part he may for Ukraine to exist for her and for different generations.”
“This battle will final so long as Russia does. I really concern our kids will inherit it from us and should go and combat.”
Not in keeping with Donald Trump, who famously claimed he may finish the battle in a day, and who returns to the White Home subsequent week. He’s already pushing for peace talks between Ukraine and Russia.
That might dishonour the lifeless, in keeping with Sgt Dmytro, name signal “Smile”, who fought alongside Andriy and got here to the cathedral to mourn him.
“Let the folks in energy determine, however I do not assume those who fell would need them [Ukraine’s leadership] to sit down across the desk,” he says.
“After the funeral, we’re heading again to work. We’ll combat for each Ukrainian who fell.”
Loads right here imagine – like Anastasiia and Dmytro – that far too many Ukrainians have been killed to attempt to do a cope with Russia. However public opinion is shifting, and others imagine there’s an excessive amount of demise and destruction to not do a deal.

As Ukraine battles via its third winter of battle, one phrase is now little spoken right here – “victory”.
Within the early days of Russia’s full-scale invasion in February 2022, we heard it all over the place. It was a rallying cry for a nation all of a sudden confronted by columns of enemy tanks. However the previous is actually a overseas nation – and one with extra territory.
Moscow now controls nearly one-fifth of its neighbour (together with the Crimean Peninsula, captured in 2014) and says any peace talks should take that under consideration.
The Ukraine of 2025 is a spot of chilly, onerous realities – the place cities empty, graveyards fill, and loads of troopers desert their posts.

Six hours drive from the capital, within the coronary heart of Ukraine, a younger soldier is within the dock.
Serhiy Hnezdilov, a burly 24-year-old, is locked in a glass cubicle in a packed courtroom within the metropolis of Dnipro. He’s on trial on expenses of desertion, and is certainly one of many.
Since 2022, round 100,000 instances have been opened towards troopers who left their models, in keeping with information from Ukraine’s Common Prosecutor’s workplace.
When Hnezdilov went absent with out depart, he went public with calls for for a transparent timeframe for ending army service. He says he is able to combat however not with out a plan for demobilisation. He has already served for 5 years, together with two earlier than Russia’s full-scale invasion.
“We should proceed to combat,” he informed me throughout a break within the listening to, “now we have no different selection.”
“However troopers should not slaves. Everybody who has spent three years or extra on the entrance line deserves the best to relaxation. The authorities have been promising for a really very long time to set phrases of service, however they haven’t finished it.”
In courtroom he additionally complained of corruption amongst commanders, and of lethal incompetence.
After the transient procedural listening to, he was handcuffed for the journey again to jail. If convicted he faces as much as 12 years in jail. “Assist Ukraine,” he informed us, as he was led away.

Many different Ukrainian troopers are nonetheless straining each sinew on the entrance traces, making an attempt to a minimum of sluggish the Russian advance.
Mykhailo, 42, the chain-smoking commander of a drone unit, does battle each evening fuelled by “Non-Cease” – a Ukrainian power drink.
He’s with the 68th “Jaeger” Brigade, combating to carry on to the japanese front-line metropolis of Pokrovsk – a key transportation hub. The Russians are closing in on two sides.
Mykhailo drives us to a Ukrainian place – a journey we are able to solely danger after darkish, and in an armoured automobile. The Russians too have eyes within the skies. Their drones are a relentless menace. He’s watchful, and weary.
“I went to the enlistment workplace within the first days,” he tells us, “and I hoped every part would go shortly. Truthfully, I’m drained. Day off is uncommon [in his case a total of 40 days in three years]. The one factor that saves me is that I can video chat with my household.”

We arrive at a disused home the place Mykhailo and his males unload their tools and arrange a pop-up drone place. Screens are carried in, and cables linked.
Exterior, troops erect an antenna taller than a two-story constructing. They work quick underneath torchlight – utilizing crimson beams not white as these are more durable to detect. Then they assemble bombs to arm their “vampire” – a supersized assault drone.
For the following few hours, now we have front-row seats as Mykhailo – name signal “Admin” – pilots the drone, his eyes darting from display to display. First, he drops provides to front-line Ukrainian troops after which drops an anti-tank mine on Russian forces underground. It falls barely broad of its goal.
He’s up towards excessive winds and Russian jamming. All of the whereas he’s on the look-out for incoming enemy drones.

Mykhailo detects a Russian warplane within the skies. Minutes later we hear the distinct thud of three Russian glide bombs. “It is,” he tells us. That seems to imply two to 3 kilometres away.
Throughout a lull, I ask Mykhailo if he thinks a peace deal is feasible. “Perhaps not,” he says. “This [Putin] is a very unstable particular person, and that is placing it very gently.”
“I hope that at some stage the enemy will cease as a result of they tire out, or somebody with a sound thoughts involves energy.”
He will not touch upon President Trump.
Whereas Mykhailo is a veteran of this battle, certainly one of his males is a newbie. Twenty-four-year-old David joined up final September because the Russians neared his hometown. He now spends his time dealing with explosives – although he would like to be in school studying languages.

“No-one is aware of how lengthy the battle will final,” he says, “perhaps not even the politicians”.
“I would love it to finish quickly in order that civilians will not endure, and folks will not die anymore. However contemplating how issues are actually on the entrance line, it will not be quickly.”
He believes that if the weapons are silenced, it will likely be solely a pause, earlier than Moscow comes again for extra.
The winds get stronger and the vampire drone crash-lands. It is out of motion for now. The unit pack up and depart, as quick as they got here. They are going to be again in motion at dusk, resuming the duels within the sky.
However on the bottom the Russians preserve inching ahead, and the Trump presidency will imply stress for a deal. And there’s yet another onerous fact right here: if it comes it’s unlikely to be on Ukraine’s phrases.
Extra reporting by Wietske Burema, Goktay Koraltan, Anastasiia Levchenko and Volodymyr Lozhko.